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Kjell Hedblom
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YES! I AM FREE AT LAST!
by Kjell Hedblom ini just got out from jw bye a d.f.
4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active jw.am i insane or why am i having that great feeling of freedom??
i am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.shouldnt i be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my jw friends that now are vanished??.
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YES! I AM FREE AT LAST!
by Kjell Hedblom ini just got out from jw bye a d.f.
4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active jw.am i insane or why am i having that great feeling of freedom??
i am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.shouldnt i be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my jw friends that now are vanished??.
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Kjell Hedblom
I just got an attack from IP.61.127.95.145 dialpad.ne.jp Are u from Headquarters in Brooklyn?Step off my foot or I kick your buts.
Kjell Hedblom
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YES! I AM FREE AT LAST!
by Kjell Hedblom ini just got out from jw bye a d.f.
4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active jw.am i insane or why am i having that great feeling of freedom??
i am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.shouldnt i be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my jw friends that now are vanished??.
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Kjell Hedblom
JEWEL!! Thx alot:)
GUMBY!! LOL maybe I should change my name! But this is my real name so I have to live with my initials,LOL
DUSTRABBIT!! I just say AMEN!
MAYER 32!! Double LOL
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YES! I AM FREE AT LAST!
by Kjell Hedblom ini just got out from jw bye a d.f.
4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active jw.am i insane or why am i having that great feeling of freedom??
i am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.shouldnt i be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my jw friends that now are vanished??.
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Kjell Hedblom
Hi again! Sorry it did take some time for me to reply but I have been out for awhile.
Thx SALUD for preparing me Mentally and for your encourage!!
Thx RICK for your warmly welcoming!!
Thx MOMMY 1,I will ENJOY!!
Thx JST2LAWS!! I just did POP a beer for you (Well to be honest I opened 2 cans)
Thx PERFECTION SEEKER!! I must say that it cant be easy for you to be there,like in between. Either you are a "real JW" going out every month in the fieldservice,going to every meeting and also participate by giving comments at the meetings.Thats the natural way of living a JW life and if one break that pattern then one will easily get "marked".
I will try to come back to you about how to handle your family. By the way how is your father doing now? Is his health better nowdays?
Big Hugs to everyone from Kjell Hedblom
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YES! I AM FREE AT LAST!
by Kjell Hedblom ini just got out from jw bye a d.f.
4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active jw.am i insane or why am i having that great feeling of freedom??
i am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.shouldnt i be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my jw friends that now are vanished??.
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Kjell Hedblom
I just got out from JW bye a D.F. 4 weeks ago after 44 years as an active JW.Am I insane or why am I having that great feeling of Freedom?? I am sitting here infront of the computer having a cold beer and just enjoying life.Shouldnt I be crying and having a depression sitting here in tears over missing all my JW friends that now are vanished??
Why dont I miss the K.H.?? And the so called fellowship?? Shouldnt I be shaking in fear because now Jehovah will punish me in Armageddon??And when I walk on the street shouldnt I be the one looking down at the pavement when I meet my "old friends" from the congregation?? Why is it that I can look at them in the eyes,but they cant??
I have been a Regular Pioneer an Elder and sitting in committees judging brothers and sisters.Why is it that I still have bad conscience about that I have been part of D.F. others.Mostly I did not agree with the 2 others in the C but I had to surrender against 2 to 1. I remember in some cases that I did wrote a letter later to the D.F. telling that person that I was against a D.F. but I did have to "turn in the towel" because of the chairmans strong personality and mind.
My lovely wife is still a JW but hasnt attend any K.H. since my D.F. and I dont think she will ever go back (but if so that is her decision) anyway I am a lucky man to have her by my side.
What I dont understand is that I have such a great feeling inside myself that I never had before when my life was ruled by the Organization.
So what is wrong with me,anyone can tell me???? Or is this what you all out here have experienced?? PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!!
Hugs to u all from Kjell Hedblom in Sweden
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More people posting than reading
by ballistic injust an observation.
by looking at the active threads view, you can see that there are more people replying or posting than actually reading threads.
there are posts 4 or 5 pages back with only 10 readers and the threads coming to the top on the front page are pushing messages with half a dozen views down the list.
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Kjell Hedblom
Anyway! Its summer in my country and I have aaaaaaloooooot of free time to spend!!So now I can read every post here nice and slowly grabing me a beer and just relax.Am I in heaven or am I just a free man nowdays?
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More people posting than reading
by ballistic injust an observation.
by looking at the active threads view, you can see that there are more people replying or posting than actually reading threads.
there are posts 4 or 5 pages back with only 10 readers and the threads coming to the top on the front page are pushing messages with half a dozen views down the list.
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Kjell Hedblom
Hmm,I thought it was the opposite way,more people reading and lurking than posting a replay!
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A NEW SIGN OUT FRONT AT BETHEL!
by Mary ini think it's time bethel got a new sign out front, one that really speaks volumes and is far more suitable to their "read god's word the bible daily.
i was thinking: .
oh what a web we weave, when first we practice to deceive!
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Kjell Hedblom
READ THE WATCHTOWER DAILY SO WE CAN KEEP CONTROL YOUR MIND ENTIRELY
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Another JW suicide
by Mulan ini have just learned that there was another jw suicide in western washington (south king county) last weekend.
the man was a young adult, in good standing, married and doing well financially.
i can't reveal more, and this one didn't hit the news either.
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Kjell Hedblom
Terrible!! What can I say:( When will they wake up in Brooklyn and start change their rules???? Probably never I am sad to say.
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Kjell Hedblom
Hi! A late answer but I havnt been out on this board until resently.Well I live half the year in Thailand and the other in Sweden,does that count? (LOL) My wife is Thai but she is still a JW but I myself is D.F. since 4 weeks ago.
Anyway greetings from me and my family